My Story
As a little kid, I loved to read, write, & play outside. I was raised in a Jesus-Loving, God-fearing household. Even though we faced deep challenges, my family showed me a solid foundation of love.
On my 18th birthday, I experienced a massive consciousness awakening. I was sitting on a grassy plateau overlooking a marshy wetland. As I sat in silence, I felt the core of the earth humming and each blade of grass smiled to acknowledge my presence. Birdsong filled my ears with the most harmonious melodies. As I laid back and peered into the sky, the clouds opened up to reveal the heavens. Luminous & radiant, I felt sunlight glowing from the inside out. Laughter broke the silence as I giggled to tears with the wondrous beauty in front of me. My life had changed forever in such a simple, ordinary moment.
For the next few years, life seemed to float along in an existential and groundless way. My heart was open, yet constantly susceptible to suffering. Yoga teacher training helped me to make positive lifestyle changes and feel supported in my discomfort. I was beginning to feel more confident, relaxed, and purposeful.
As I deepened into the daily practice, the suffering did not go away, but it was easier to be kinder to my suffering. I recognized I still needed guidance and support in my experience. I continued to seek, until I realized what I was seeking was within me the whole time.
Next, came a total annihilation of all identities and external realities beyond my own personal Truth. The Divine Feminine assisted me in this awakening. She is so gentle, nurturing, and fiercely loving. I experienced a total creative overhaul, ancestral karmic cleansing, & strength to respond to the responsibility of my manifestations.
Now I’ve circled back around to a space where mindfulness, compassion, and awareness are what is important. More than seeking it, I’m allowing it to be in my body, my actions, and my energy. I’m opening more space to allow presence to flow through.
My story is still evolving and even though I’ve been practicing yoga for 10 years, I still feel like I am a new born student on this ever-evolving journey.
I am looking forward to implementing spirit as work. I feel the need to be in service of my fellow conscious creators. I express my deepest gratitude for you being here and listening to my story.
